Every second hurts guys. Without love. Without boyfriend.
Nobody loves me. If anyone does love me, they would find, they would try to set up someone to me.
It hurts, so, so much. So much. It hurts so much.
This house has three floors. :)) <3
Ako treba da se izvinim zbog necega, izvinjavam se. Zaista bih volela da sve bude dobro i lepo.
Volela bih da imamo srecan zivot.
Sama sam, i volela bih da ovde nadjem nekoga. Da imam srecan zivot.
Hej, mozemo li to? Volela bih. Izvinite.
I am looking for a job. Really, guys. <3 I'm not going to sit at home. I just...i couldn't stay at the previous job, i really really didn't like it...No one was smiling, not even once, the atmosphere was so bad. But, the boss was so unlikable, really. I just couldn't.
I really couldn't.
In the next job i will stand everything, put up with everything, i will endure on the job. I just simply couldn't be with that woman.
I am looking for a job. :)
When i only think of him. I can't remember my heart ever literally jumped like this.
I gave up from the last job because of surrounding. I really had to. Sorry.
I'm going to look now, with no hurry, but also not so slowly...Maybe waitress in a Coffee dream.
There's no need for panic. but also not for LYing down, too...I'm working on it...
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I know it's funny, at least it is funny to me, but i quite enjoy doing nothing now. :D OF COURSE i'm going to work, i'm going to work until i get retired, but it's so GOOD to know that i'm not in so much hurry. I can get a breathe in. It's so comforting to know. Oh, yes.
I love my curves. I love, love them. <3 No dress can look better in a skinny body, maybe i admit i'm maybe not objective, maybe i'm subjective.. I just love my body and how dresses looks on it. And skirts and other styling. I love. <3
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Great day yesterday, today is my first working day. I hope it will be great. I will trying hard...
This is a good job. I can't stop dreaming about someone's hands. This is torturing!
I like him a lot. xXxx I like him a lot. xXxx Very much. A lot. xXxx
He is so...can't take my breath. This are just my thoughts, i know there will be nothing of it.
I like him. a lot. <3
It's that i really know to choose present for everyone. I really know how to pick. It's somehow in our family that,but again, i think i choose more according to personality the person i give. That is apsolutely satisfaction for me. I bought a punk necklace in Greece to my ex friend Jelena, and i saw, she still wears it, i went straight to the point! Toward Mirjana...well, she sent me a message a few days ago, and i notice she, it was her birhtday, she wanted me to come just to buy her a nice present. That is sad.
Of course, no one noticed that i love figures, and cute stuffs, no one bothered to buy something like that for my birthday. I got a purse..not exactly unique or sweet, cute...
No one notice what i like...It doesn't matter. :)
I'm a little bit sad. No one bothered to buy me anything original or cute...Well..I suppose it's not so odd, after all, it's not big deal. It would be so, so , really nice if my boyfriend do that
I have an interview for a job tomorrow. I'm so happy.
Ready to go outside my shell, i suppose...The real life is knocking at my doors. <3
I have to meet new people, get experience. I AM SO HAPPY.
It will be, what will be. Interview is the first step.
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I don't have any experience in job, who would hire me? It's hard enough i have to watch them, every day i step out of the house.
What did i do for god's sake to deserve this? What, what was so terribly wrong i did to anyone?