How happy i am with you. How much you mean to me, like my second family.
I'm so happy with you. I love you. You, you, you accepted me. Everyone else was just...being ugly to me.
You are...i love you. I found my family. My heart is happy and peacful. I feel so happy.
I love my life style. That's just me, who i am.
For many people it' boring...uniteresting. But that's me.
I live like i want. Or like i have to, because i'm not sure i can live other way.
<3
But i didn't reallt think. Dear Jens, i think you ARE a good man. But, you see, i'm a little afraid of you, i don't know how much darkness you have in you, i'm not sure in your character. And i am really afraid. I want to be with you but CAN'T.
I really, can't. I realize my Sam is from Serbia. Here is my home after all. <3
I'm so sorry.
I like staying at home, reading a book, watching tv. And Me before you is definitely about me! I am perpetuated in that trilogy, that's so me, i am so happy, i am so happy someone remembered me. I think, this is the perfect, this is really me, this is me. I like that life.
I am really really happy with that life. Isn't that supposed to be, for everyone to like their life? I like mine. But i perfectly understand someone's else life. But it's not my life.
And, i miss my Sam to come so much, it hurts how much i miss, but what can i do?
It's so funny, it's so good, i am so happy, that book is definitely about me!!!!!!
Oh, it hurts so much.
to get money to go to New York. <3 ^^ <3
I'm going to make a list what to do in New York! I have couple ideas already. Oh.
Hello. Just to inform you, this surname on my facebook profile, can't be changed until the october 6th, and that is the only reason why i have it there.
I don't want to be with you. Thank you.
Wish you good luck and good things in your life. Goodbye
Sta jos treba da uradim?
:* <3
But i had to add this, this completely describes my feelings:
''Samo sam zelela da osetim njegovu kozu na svojoj. Zelela sam da opet budem potpuno njegova, da me sasvim obavije, da me poseduje.'' Da. <3
''BRZO SAM SHVATILA DA ME ZAPRAVO UCE DA ZBUNIM STARIJE LJUDE I UBEDIM IH DA PROMENE KOMPANIJU KOJA IH SNABDEVA GASOM, I REKLA SAM SAJEDU, SVOM LICNOM SAVETNIKU, DA JA TO NE MOGU DA RADIM. INSISTIRAO JE DA NASTAVIM PA SAM MU SPOMENULA NEKE OD TEHNIKA KOJE SU ZELELI DA PRIMENIM, NA TO JE UCUTAO I PREDLOZIO DA CEMO POKUSATI DA PRONADJEMO NESTO DRUGO.'' !!! For the second time, i couldn't do that job, i'm so sorry...Sorry.
And my life, this is weird! I bought ''Me before you'' finally <3 :)
I love that life. That's my life. And that's me. Sorry if i can't be who somebody else wants me to be.
It's me. It's me. It's my life. And i love it.
Today our three were sitting in the backyard on the swing. We were so happy.
But, at the same time, i'm so miserable. I don't have love. I don't have...i'm so sad. It hurts so much.
Please, please, give me a chance. I need to love again. I need to love, i need to be with someone. Please.
Please. Please. I can't be like this...i can't. Please. I can't. I won't suicide. But, folks, this is torturing. Please.
Please.
So, that was my plan. I'm looking for my next love. This house has three floors! I'm imagining that we would be downstairs, if he likes...Oh...Is it so hard? Can life begin?
It hurts so much. It really hurts. It hurts so, so much. This sadistic Serbia.
It hurts so much. Every second, every day. Every second.
