THIS! THIS IS WHY I TOO COULDN'T WORK THIS KIND OF JOB. GOD. ...

Published on 17:58, 09/16,2019

''BRZO SAM SHVATILA DA ME ZAPRAVO UCE DA ZBUNIM STARIJE LJUDE I UBEDIM IH DA PROMENE KOMPANIJU KOJA IH SNABDEVA GASOM, I REKLA SAM SAJEDU, SVOM LICNOM SAVETNIKU, DA JA TO NE MOGU DA RADIM. INSISTIRAO JE DA NASTAVIM PA SAM MU SPOMENULA NEKE OD TEHNIKA KOJE SU ZELELI DA PRIMENIM, NA TO JE UCUTAO I PREDLOZIO DA CEMO POKUSATI DA PRONADJEMO NESTO DRUGO.'' !!! For the second time, i couldn't do that job, i'm so sorry...Sorry.


I finally found someone who trully describes me.

Published on 15:19, 09/16,2019

And my life, this is weird! I bought ''Me before you'' finally <3 :)

 I love that life. That's my life. And that's me. Sorry if i can't be who somebody else wants me to be. 

It's me. It's me. It's my life. And i love it. 

 Today our three were sitting in the backyard on the swing. We were so happy. 

 But, at the same time, i'm so miserable. I don't have love. I don't have...i'm so sad. It hurts so much.

 Please, please, give me a chance. I need to love again. I need to love, i need to be with someone. Please.  

 Please. Please. I can't be like this...i can't. Please. I can't. I won't suicide. But, folks, this is torturing. Please.

 

Please.  


Folks, i love you.

Published on 14:34, 09/16,2019

So, that was my plan. I'm looking for my next love. This house has three floors! I'm imagining that we would be downstairs, if he likes...Oh...Is it so hard? Can life begin?

 It hurts so much. It really hurts. It hurts so, so much. This sadistic Serbia.

It hurts so much. Every second, every day. Every second.