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When i only think of him. I can't remember my heart ever literally jumped like this. 

I gave up from the last job because of surrounding. I really had to. Sorry.

I'm going to look now, with no hurry, but also not so slowly...Maybe waitress in a Coffee dream. 

There's no need for panic. but also not for LYing down, too...I'm working on it...

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I know it's funny, at least it is funny to me, but i quite enjoy doing nothing now. :D OF COURSE i'm going to work, i'm going to work until i get retired, but it's so GOOD to know that  i'm not in so much hurry. I can get a breathe in. It's so comforting to know. Oh, yes.

I love my curves. I love, love them. <3 No dress can look better in a skinny body, maybe i admit i'm maybe not objective, maybe i'm subjective.. I just love my body and how dresses looks on it. And skirts and other styling. I love. <3

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:) Really, guys. :) <3 <3 <3 

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Great day yesterday, today is my first working day. I hope it will be great. I will trying hard...

This is a good job.  I can't stop dreaming about someone's hands. This is torturing!

I like him a lot.  xXxx I like him a lot. xXxx Very much. A lot. xXxx

He is so...can't take my breath.  This are just my thoughts, i know there will be nothing of it. 

I like him. a lot.  <3

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It's that i really know to choose present for everyone. I really know how to pick. It's somehow in our family that,but again, i think i choose more according to personality the person i give. That is apsolutely satisfaction for me. I bought a punk necklace in Greece to my ex friend Jelena, and i saw, she still wears it, i went straight to the point! Toward Mirjana...well, she sent me a message a few days ago, and i notice she, it was her birhtday, she wanted me to come just to buy her a nice present. That is sad.

Of course, no one noticed that i love figures, and cute stuffs, no one bothered to buy something like that for my birthday. I got a purse..not exactly unique or sweet, cute...

No one notice what i like...It doesn't matter. :) 

I'm a little bit sad. No one bothered to buy me anything original or cute...Well..I suppose it's not so odd, after all, it's not big deal. It would be so, so , really nice if my boyfriend do that 

<3333 I have probation on Monday..<3 I am so happy. 

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I have an interview for a job tomorrow. I'm so happy. 

Ready to go outside my shell, i suppose...The real life is knocking at my doors. <3

I have to meet new people, get experience.  I AM SO HAPPY. 

It will be, what will be. Interview is the first step.

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I don't have any experience in job, who would hire me? It's hard enough i have to watch them, every day i step out of the house. 

 What did i do for god's sake to deserve this? What, what was so terribly wrong i did to anyone?

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With my husband alone. I don't need much money to be happy. I would work 

And, to be far from my family, with my love of my life. And far from Serbia. I would visiting my family, of course...we just wouldn't be so much together, we would be less, but i would the same love them..We would just, i would live with someone else. 

It's a nice life, isn't it? <3 

I grew up in a family where love and laugh, and sincerity and vulnarability aren't welcome to see. I was rejected by my own family. All i wanted was understanding, love, laugh, beautiful life. I am so unhappy here. 

The only place i was able to be who i am was facebook.  My corner. I know my people in Serbia are making laugh at me, but i don't care because i never really cared about them. They are like my family. 

I am much more like you. I am so unhappy here.  I feel repulsive towards my own family. I admit that now.

I LOVE them, but i simply don't want to lIve near them anymore. And in Serbia too. They are spreading unhappiness.

NOW I SAID IT AND I AM SO RELIEF.