I'm so sad.
.
I am so in love with you. so in love.
I'll just say that my stepfather is bad. And mom is stuck with me, the quiet one.
I wish i can change myself. Who would say that i am quiet?
In a short time, i developed huge feelings towards you...
You are him alike. I really need you. I need you so much. I love you.
How happy i am with you. How much you mean to me, like my second family.
I'm so happy with you. I love you. You, you, you accepted me. Everyone else was just...being ugly to me.
You are...i love you. I found my family. My heart is happy and peacful. I feel so happy.
I love my life style. That's just me, who i am.
For many people it' boring...uniteresting. But that's me.
I live like i want. Or like i have to, because i'm not sure i can live other way.
<3
But i didn't reallt think. Dear Jens, i think you ARE a good man. But, you see, i'm a little afraid of you, i don't know how much darkness you have in you, i'm not sure in your character. And i am really afraid. I want to be with you but CAN'T.
I really, can't. I realize my Sam is from Serbia. Here is my home after all. <3
I'm so sorry.
I like staying at home, reading a book, watching tv. And Me before you is definitely about me! I am perpetuated in that trilogy, that's so me, i am so happy, i am so happy someone remembered me. I think, this is the perfect, this is really me, this is me. I like that life.
I am really really happy with that life. Isn't that supposed to be, for everyone to like their life? I like mine. But i perfectly understand someone's else life. But it's not my life.
And, i miss my Sam to come so much, it hurts how much i miss, but what can i do?
It's so funny, it's so good, i am so happy, that book is definitely about me!!!!!!
Oh, it hurts so much.
to get money to go to New York. <3 ^^ <3
I'm going to make a list what to do in New York! I have couple ideas already. Oh.