I grew up in a family where love and laugh, and sincerity and vulnarability aren't welcome to see. I was rejected by my own family. All i wanted was understanding, love, laugh, beautiful life. I am so unhappy here.
The only place i was able to be who i am was facebook. My corner. I know my people in Serbia are making laugh at me, but i don't care because i never really cared about them. They are like my family.
I am much more like you. I am so unhappy here. I feel repulsive towards my own family. I admit that now.
I LOVE them, but i simply don't want to leave near them anymore. And in Serbia too. They are spreading unhappiness.
NOW I SAID IT AND I AM SO RELIEF.