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Mira and other friends wants me to talk more. But, i don't know how to act...

 It hurts me i'm not accepted nowhere. At least BBC loves me <3 AND OTHER NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333

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tHEY DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T talk (sorry for caps lock)  that much. I'm really trying. It hurts.

But i always imagined i will hve that one person who will be with me and who will understand me...

But i never tried to despite you! Really! I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING

 No one wants to be friends with me. Everyone likes...but at the same time everyone seems to love me. I am really funny but..I'm weird.

Really, i didn't want to tell you because i was mad, but i never did anything  to despite or something like that. I'm just like that. Sorry for that...

It's who i am. Depressed, quiet... you got in in my brain. That's the usual me.

I'm quiet. They want me to talk more, Mira oftenly says something like that suptile. 

I'm just that.  

I quite love being with you.I will always love.

 I'm watching Primel rage! I imagine what it would be like if i would be in one horror movie. Yeeeeiy

I love you guys. Whatever whenever i may say someth8ng bad that's a lie, 'cause i will always love you and enjoy being with you. 

Now, everything wpuld be better if i had my own person, someone who would be with me... Eh

Miss him so much 

For torturing my family. My father suffers for my loneliness, mother, grandma, i know them.

I don't even like Serbs! They are cowards and braggarts, in fact they are just weak people.

But i don't care about them.

I wont forget them torturing my family. I can't look at my dad so sad... 

it doesn't matter if we dpn't have a thing. just need him, somebody. 

<3 but you are so sweet. somehow i feel whatever i do isn't good enough for you...i want you to be happy and satisfied

and i again repeat, i need nothing. 

i believe we can be. <3 i love you...

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i cuddled with Jens Stoltenberg

 What can i say, he is perfect and i will always want just him! 

You see people, i don't know why is it so hard. People meet foreigners and be with them in their country all the time. I don't need some big name,  money (hahahahaa, I WOULD LIVE IN A COTTAGE, I WOULD WORK...we would be happy) or good looks to be with someone. 

So, why is it so hard for me to meet some foreigner, or someone from my country but lives in another) 

Why is it so hard for me but not for other people? I'm happy for them...  

But why is it so hard just for me, i don't understand...

So people, foreigners, feel free to add me, maybe i'm looking like i see only looks (hahahaha, NOOO) in people or something else, but it's not true.  

I don't care if you don't have money or other things. Most important is your heart.  Feel free to add me.

It would be good if i could be with Jens Stoltenberg, but obviously not gonna happen LOL :D 

Feel free to add me people.  

I thought you were good, Europe!  

I don't have ANY IDEA WHY IS SERBIA DOING THIS TO ME, but, i don't like them so i don''t really care really.  

But, just to say, there's NOTHING that keeps me here...

Not to bother you but mother and i are really CONSIDERING TRAVELLING TRANS-SIBERIAN RAILWAY. FROM MOSCOW TO PEKING. IN DIFFERENT RUSSIAN CITIES. OH GO. MY HEART IS GONNA STOP. 

Can you just explain me why i don't feel need to kiss or something else someone the same sex as i am? why? it would be discusting to me! sorry, but, really. i really really don't like Sara or any other girl in that way. I am in love with Jens Stoltenberg...But, you can think whatever you want...I never never never thought of Sara in some loving sense!! fuj. really.

It's easier for you to understand me in english. :) But, mostly i speak with my soul to J.

 I am so in love...I...love him so much.

I want to have a baby, a child with him. Is it too much to say that, or to think about that? 

It makes me cry when i think i'm not with him...

I don't know how to describe.