Ljudi, pa ne zelim bilo koga da povredim

Published on 22:38, 04/26,2020

Pa sta radimo mi njemu. Mama ga voli, to znam...Ja ga postujem i cenom, uvazavam, to ne moze imati svako, zasto je nuzna moja ljubav?

Kad bi se samo okanuo toga da i mama i ja glumimo, BILO NAM JE LEPO pre ovoga.  Bilo smo prava porodica. 

 Ima svoju cerku i unuke i mamu, a sta sam ja tu sada bitna? Ako sam i bitna, gadi mi se sve to.

 

Necu da povredim nikog, samo da se vrati sve na staro, ili bar da nema peckanja i komentara...Neka gleda svoja posla.

 

Bilo nam je lepo. 


Stvarno mi je zao.

Published on 11:20, 04/26,2020

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Kako covek da ne pokusa da zagorca zivot drugima?

Published on 17:49, 04/25,2020

Kako da izdrzi. Kako da ne olaksa. 

Toliko boli...Nemoguce je ostati...Razumem sve te ljude... 


You know Jens Stoltenberg...

Published on 16:26, 04/25,2020

I finally fell out in love with you..I was very in love.

 

But, you kept me waiting all this time, without a single word.. At the beginning ...i don't know.

I'll accept all that as halucinations.

 

You could have done everything...if you have loved me..You could have put me in a motel. 

Or I don't know. Whatever a man in love do.

Without a single word. Those were all halucinations... 

I think i don't have feelings for you anymore

 

I was too many times reading between lines...I always made a first move. I always loved no matter obvious evidents.

 I'm ready to have new love.  :)

 


Pijem lekove, ne bunim se.

Published on 13:17, 04/25,2020

Ako ce me to ukrotiti, onda je i bolje.

 

A i ne vredi sa mojima, odmah ce reci nisu svi ludi a jedino ti normalna...

 

Pijem... 


Volim vas sve.

Published on 21:00, 04/23,2020

Stvarno, sve


Hocu da budem sa vama zauvek

Published on 20:59, 04/23,2020

Ali trenutno nemam bas nista.

 

Iskreno, nemojte da se ljutite, volim vas, ali zudim  dq odem odavde. Previse je bola ovde...

 

I wish, i wish i go abroad...Ali cu ako odem biti na internetu uvek. 


How the internet destroyed me

Published on 22:49, 04/22,2020

You ruin my life, and now you expect from me to entertain you?

I have nothing. But i would have nothing twice if i stay here.

 

Thank you and goodbye. WHATEVER happens, i am not going back here

 


Staying at home forever

Published on 14:37, 04/22,2020

And pretending i'm something i'm not, torns my soul apart.

... I just need sone tine to get used to that, i just need to get used to that AGAIN 

 

Everyobe failed me, it's something normal failing Sanja Nikolic

 No one ever loved me

 

I just need some time, i just need time, and loneliness ( hard to find!) i just need time, i just need to get used to it again 

 


Hvala vam lekari, medicinske sestre, cistacice, trgovci.. Thank you doctors

Published on 22:04, 04/20,2020

Znam da je to vas posao, ali opet ne moze svako biti doktor i obavezno je potrebna doza humanosti. Mnogo vas volim. I love you very much. ♡ I oduvek sam mastala da se udam za nekog lekara, ali sada je moje srce vec zauzeto ..I've always imagine to get married to a doctor, but now, my heart is already taken.

 

♡ 


No one has ever gave me

Published on 00:50, 04/20,2020

So much love as my mom. So many hugs, kisses

 Warm, comfortable whispers. Kisses for goodnight.

 

For all the love you gave me...


This is really killing me

Published on 12:24, 04/19,2020

And no one even cares. 

 You know, i love you folks, but someday (and i feel that day is getting closer and closer) i will be fed up. Exhausted. Tired. Sad. Desperate. Wondering myself why did i deserve this

 

Crying in my bed at night, because honestly i can't imagine someone deserving this

 

And i will leave the whole internet forever.  This day is pretty much close. 

No one even care.  

 


https://youtu.be/ydV8Uexv334

Published on 22:27, 04/16,2020

This is what i want for THE WORLD.

this is my life soundtrack video...<3

 

Neka ovo bude nasa i svetska, jer svi smo mi Mi, pesma.

 

<3 


Moze li se biti srecniji?

Published on 22:20, 04/16,2020

And i know you like me, my heart is yours! ♡

 


Obavestenje

Published on 21:41, 04/16,2020

Posto , citam vase citate, kazete da ne gradim srecu na tudjim suzama, povlacim se sa interneta.

Iako licno mislim da je to necuveno...Kao da smo svi mi duzni da budemo u vezi sa onim ko je zaljubljen u nas! To je silovanje. 

 

Ali dobro. Nemam vise snage na ovo. 

 

Srecno svima vama.

 

Moje srce...My heart belong to you, J..I had to tell this, i had. 

 

 

Moje srce...pripada njemu.

<3 ♡